8/11/02

I did pot for the first time last night. We used to a pop can to smoke it. I didn’t get very much and I want to try it again. I don’t think I got stoned. I also had some beer, Skyy Blue, and Smirnoff. I felt really good for the rest of the night (despite the hard floor and not much sleep). Mitch was stoned and he was laughing at everything. He was fairly affectionate/horny, although his exhasution kind of kicked in and offset it all. But we slept together, which we haven’t had a chance to do since prom, so it was pretty wonderful. That’ll be really fun in college. I’m going to talk to Mitch tomorrow and see if he can get something and we can smoke it. I want to listen to Happy 2B Hardcore and get stoned.

God, what a different path life has taken. 🙂 And I’m okay with it. I’m in control of what I do. I don’t regret my decisions at all. They are mine and mine alone. Life is good right now. 🙂