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I left Facebook. I can’t stand to see it anymore. To see him, even out with family, photos in the outfit I picked out for him. There is so much drama around the whole situation. Lauren and Brian are making it worse. Saying they never said negative things about Colleen or sided with me ever. Inviting me to go bowling with the group, but not telling Colleen I was invited. That started no end of drama, let me tell you.

I need space. I feel as if I’m drowning. Nothing really makes it better. Not even running or sweating. If I’m busy I’m thinking of him. If I’m not, I just sit, and watch time pass.

Ugh, it’s hard enough to go through a heart breaking break up and then have to deal with the drama that your friends are creating that could easily be avoided. So sorry your friends don’t have the foresight to help you avoid bad situations or enough integrity to stand behind their words. Thanks for your number and e-mail. Is that a cell #? If so I’ll text you! I have free texts throughout in canada and the US.

ryn: Sad thing is is that they probably are being selfish and don’t want to notice that you are a shell of yourself right now and/or not on FB either. Makes me sad that they aren’t there for you right now.

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August 21, 2013

I’m sorry you’re going through something :/ I don’t even have a facebook, too much drama really. and thank you for your note..

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