Impermenance

I feel I am stepping slowly back on to a track. I don’t know what track it is, but I’m fighting to lose weight, get more active, meditate more, read more. I’m not totally clear. I think I work too much. I’m going to probably move to a townhouse with my dad soon. In the next few months. It’s a decent price, good location, an extra bedroom to give one/both of us some space. I’m also going to start looking for a new job soon. This one is really stressful with a lot of underhanded dealings going on I was unaware of that screw the employees over. I put out 10 applications just now. I need more money.

So reading again has really helped. Tibetan Book of Living and Dying, Sherlock Holmes, and Princess Diaries are feeding all sides of my souls.

God, massive writers block. I guess I should just say I’m looking for peace. Hunting for freedom and balance and extra cash.

Rockford Color Vibe 5K next Saturday!!!

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May 25, 2013

I’m doing Color Me Rad in Chicago in July. Would love to meet for lunch!

I’m glad you’ve gotten some good experience through this job. It will definitely help with your job applications. I’ve never read the Tibetan book of Living and Dying. What do you think of it? I hear you on the extra cash. I hate being forced to stay in my current job because of my pregnancy but at the same time I wouldn’t change anything about being pregnant right now. It mighthave been an oops but I feel it was meant to be. Hope you find some peace and freedom, the townhouse sounds like a good way for a bit of peace. How is Pampered Chef going?

ryn: It’s really weird but I feel the same way. When you mentioned Lord of the Rings I wanted so bad to watch it with you and I felt this big sense of missing you. I think we were meant to be in real life friends 🙂

Hey there!