disorder?
Do I have a disorder? If so, what disorder do I have?
I am 5’4
I weigh about 120 lbs
I want to be 105 lbs
I wear a size 2-4 in American jeans
I feel fat…all the time
I avoid mirrors that show my entire body
I eat maybe one real meal every 48hrs
I crave chocolate and eat it almost daily
I drink coffee everyday with sugar and whole fat milk (usually 4-6 a day)
I constantly fee nauseous when I look at food, sometimes I cannot even sit at a table when the meal is over
I drink vitamin water, coffee, or soda…occasionally grape or apple juice but never water
I cry in the shower at least weekly because I hate my body
I have had sex with about 30 guys but am never really comfortable with them
I fake being confident but I hate even walking out of class to go to the bathroom because it means all eyes on me.
Your disorder is that you’re self-absorbed and don’t have any real problems in your life, so you obsess over superficial bull**** like your weight.
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To the jerk above, get a life. You appear to be showing the early symptoms of an eating disorder. But perhaps it’s got more to do with self-esteem issues and worthlessness. Get help before this gets out of control.
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It’s definitely a problem, no matter what you call it. Only eating on regular meal every two days is not an effective way to lose weight – and at 120 pounds I’m not convinced that you really need to.
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