4Nov2010

Today was… interesting. The morning started out rough. I ended up staying home from work t take care of Jenna. She was in bad shape this morning. She threw up as soon as I got her up, and then 2 more times today. She took 3 naps today. 3! (She’s usually a once a day napper.) After her second nap I got her to eat half a banana and drink some Pedialyte. She kept it down. After her 3rd nap she ate 2 packages of mum mums, and 2 chicken nuggets for supper. Also, she drank half a sippy of juice. She kept all that in her too. And, she played and played like she was feeling so much better. I hope, I hope, I hope!!!

I had kind of an argument with Danny tonight. This morning I called him a part time dad. It really pissed him off, he thought about it all day. Really, he’s home 4 days a month. I realize he hates being away, but the truth is that he is. He is a part time dad. I didn’t say it to hurt him. He thinks I don’t miss him when he’s gone, and I don’t realize that he just wants to be home. But I do realize that, I just can’t sit here and stew over it. He lets it eat him alive, I can’t do that. I do want him home, but he has to work, and his job keeps him away from home. It is what it is. One day, hopefully, it will be different. But I don’t see it being anytime soon, so I just deal with it and keep on keepin’ on. I have to be strong for myself, my daughter, and him apparently.

My cats are staring at me like I’ve never fed them before… Every time I move they meow at me, as if to remind me that they neeeeeeeed to eat before I go to bed. They’re mooses! LoL