Write

I neeeeeeed to write in here!

I love OD, really I do! I have a buncha faves, whom I read almost daily. And people I’ve noted, who visit my diary and see I haven’t written in months… and they probably think I’m some weirdo stalker! I’m not!!! I just think that I’m really, really boring! Do you really wanna read about how I get up in the morning, shower, wake my daughter, feed her, take her to daycare, go to work, hate my job, work too hard, put up with a bunch of crap, miss my daughter while I work, pick her up in the evening, come home and spend time with her, put her to bed, eat a bowl of cereal for supper, crawl into bed, and do it all again the next day?

Meh, probably not! LoL

I dunno. I know I’m not perfect, but I don’t want to write here and deal with being judged. Especially now that I am a mother. I’ve been around this place long enough to know that every.single.thing I write about here that has to do with my parenting will be judged. I’ve seen women here who have had other diarists make up bash diaries about them. That, to me, does not make for a pleasant community.

And I don’t want to write faves only. Because then what would be the point of keeping an online diary?

But what is the point of keeping one now, that I don’t write in anyways?

I just need to suck it up and frigging write, don’t I? Just delete the haters, and make some friends here already!