Getting Better… Finally!

It feels like my life is getting better. And it’s about time. Maybe I needed this medication more than I thought I did. Who knows?

Things at work are better. I’m now the department manager for the automotive department. It’s great. I get to do my own thing now. I don’t have to be someone’s peon anymore. I just hope I do well at it. Everyone seems to have faith in me. That’s scary, but at the same time it feels good.

I’m getting on with my life too. I’m not as bitter anymore. I realize that no matter how much I want to be with someone, it’s ok to be by myself for now. I’m much better off. I can come and go as I please. I don’t have to answer to anybody. No one controls me anymore. I control myself. It feels great!

I don’t know if I ever wrote in here that my room is finally finished. Well, it is. I have a ceramic tile floor and purple walls. I got an awesome futon for a good price. I got a TV and a TV stand. It all looks so nice in there. I have a computer with internet access too. It’s cozy and I love it! It’s exactly what I wanted.

Now I just have to get my car paid off and life will be great.

Gotta go check on dinner. ~*~Blessed Be~*~