I’m only 22!

Little annoyance–I hate that FOD automatically assumes that everyone’s birthday is January 1st.

My mom got a new car yesterday. Not a new new car, but a new used car. It’s a 98 Ford Taurus. My dad got it for only $3800! Only thing wrong with it: a loose nut in the windshield wiper assembly, preventing the passenger side windshield wiper from working. Dad already fixed it. It’s a really nice car. It’s burgandy with grey interior. 3.0 V6… nice power! I got to drive it today… I was happy! My mom’s so happy about it. I can’t blame her. She deserved it.

I’ve been depressed lately. About being kicked to the curb like I was. I will always wonder if I did the right thing by leaving. But I was tired of fighting for something that that other person didn’t want to fight for. I was tired of being the only one expected to work at it. But I’m only 22. I know I still have plenty of time. But when you have no friends, and no life it seems like all I have is time. Time to sit around feeling sorry for myself. But at least I am only 22. He’ll be 29 next month. Most women will probably begin to wonder: what’s wrong with a 30 year old man who has never been married, and has nothing to show for the life he’s led? I’ll tell you: He’s convinced everyone else is an asshole! Stay away from him!

There’s a website where a woman (a mother, sister, cousin, friend, ex) can recommend a man to be dated. I wonder if there is one where a woman can recommend a man who shouldn’t be dated… >:)

No news on the assistant manager interview yet. But my manaher informed me (only me!) of a dept. in the store that will be coming open soon, and that it may just be handed to me! He knows I’ve been given a bum deal in the company, based on the position I held in the Apopka store. Basically, I was a white and female, which adds up to: nothing! In Apopka, the only way you move up in the company is if you’re a man or a minority. Sad but true.

On a good note: I’ve lost 20 lbs. since I moved back! I’m in a size smaller pants too! *happy dance* Now I just gotta keep at it! Shouldn’t be hard since I don’t have someone around who constantly makes me feel like a piece of shit anymore.

I cancelled my preorder for Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix with Amazon. Instead, I went to Border’s today and reserved my copy there. It’ll be 40% cheaper, I won’t pay shipping, and I can pick it up at 12:01am June 21st at the midnight release party! I thought that would be fun. Now, I just need to register fom Nimbus 2003 in July. It’ll be a good summer!

Well, I’m gonna make like a shepheard(sp?) and get the flock out of here! Later…

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