Cancer and stuff…

I’ve been working different hours this week. 7am to 4pm… and I’ve been doing some holiday shopping with my mom & sister. Sorry I haven’t written!

So, I get home from work yesterday, snd my mom is sitting on the couch. I said hi to her and went into the bathroom. While I was peeing she says to me “you need to go to the gynecologist every year. I came out of the bathroom and I could see she had been crying. She told me that they found cancer. At that moment, that very instant, I felt my world falling apart. She then said that they got it early and they got it all. A little bit of a relief anyway. They took a nickel sized chunk off of her cervix last month. They found cancer in it. But all the cells around the outside were healthy ones. So they’re pretty sure they got it all. She goes back in 2 months for another test. I really hope everything is alright now.

I received my package from Pete. Everything that could’ve been broken was. And the package that he says weighed 30lbs, only weighed 21lbs. It said so right on the shipping label. So I need to speak with him about sending my next one. And about not lying. I never lied to him.

So… I was on depo provera for 3 years. I received my last shot 6 months ago. I was due for another shot early in October. And I still haven’t received a period. Hmmmmm… makes me wonder. Being pregnant right now would be funny. My parents love me, but they told me if I got pregnant I couldn’t stay here anymore. I would have to move back to Pittsburgh. Wouldn’t that be some shit, huh? He thought he had gotten rid of me… but there’s still a possibility I may end up back! LOL! Wouldn’t that fuck up his world? >:)

I was flipping through a college course book last nite and I found something I might find interesting. A.S Degree, Computer Programming and Analysis, WWW Programming Specialization. Basically, web design. My mom wants me to apply ASAP, but I want to save some money first. In cast I have to take time off of work for anything. Plus, my job is too far from campus, I’d have to transfer closer and I have to wait 6 months to do that. My mom works in the scholarship office at the college, and she told me about a scholarship I should apply for. It would pay tuition for 2 years at the community college, and 2 years at a state college. All I’d have to pay for are books. And I’d have to do like 20 hours of community service each semester. Trivial. I think I will do this when I’m ready!

So… I’m gonna go wrap some gifts or finish putting bulbs on the tree or something. Later!