Dreams

I never dream unless something is going on in my life. Well, I’ve been dreaming everynite lately. I have dreams that I’m still with him, and dreams that I’m not. But he’s always in my dreams. I can’t even remember if they’re good or bad, all I remember is his being there. I’m still wondering if I made the right decision. But, this is the decision I’ve made and I must live with it, right? Besides, my parents would disown me if I went back to him. What am I saying? He’s already got another girlfriend. Clearly he’s over it? It makes me sad to think he could be over me so soon. Oh well, I guess it shows how really shallow he is.

I think I need to write about something else. I could bitch about my job. That’s a neverending bitch there. My job is nothing but boring since I came down here. I work with old people mostly. Nobody has any hustle to get things done. Wow, it’s raining outside. It’s really windy. The lights flickered a little bit ago. Oh well, I’m gonna head off to work now, since the rain is bad and all…