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not much is going on. i’ve been thinking alot lately about what i walked away from. i’ve been wondering if i should have done something to try to save it, insted of running away. i’m not happy here. not as happy as i thought i would be. sure, i love my family. but i don’t feel truly happy. i miss my independence. i miss my friends. i miss my job. i feel like i’ve taken steps backwards. i hate that feeling. i have so many “what if’s” floating around in my head, i feel ill. *sigh*