As fast as she can…
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OD, you are killing me… what the fuck is up with nothing loading. My ipad gives up trying to load even the front page.
Anyways, on to something exciting!!!
So, I got a late night text message that Manda’s water broke, which means little Julianne is starting her escape!
But, unlike in the films, water breaking doesn’t mean she’s in any rush to get out. It can take up to 48 hours for contractions to be close enough for her to push.
Yikes. I’m on pins and needles here waiting, I can only imagine how impatient Manda and Dave are!!
I can’t believe she’s having a baby, I mean, for months now she’s been having a baby… but now she’s actually… HAVING A BABY! I get to be an Aunt!! Not by blood, but she might as well be my sister.
I have this instinct to start buying Julianne more baby things, but I don’t want to lose my Aunt-ship lol I do want to send Manda Flowers though when they get home, and I have another Julianne Nail Polish on its way to send her.
I’ve come to terms with the fact that Sam and I will actively amp-up trying to conceive a child, but I’m prepping myself in case we can’t. I mean it’s been 7 years, we haven’t tried very hard not to, and we have no children to show for it.
If we can’t have kids, I think we’ll be ok just us and bear. We like to travel and we like to do Adult things (not sex, come on ) I much prefer travelling and eating out places that aren’t so kid friendly. I want to have kids, but I don’t want to drown in devastation or depression if I can’t. I’m not ready to wrap up my entire life’s happiness into something I’m not sure I’ll ever have.
Its actually easier for me to see myself childless, not because I want no children, but because I don’t have any… I don;t know what kind of person I will become, or what they will be like, or how life will change. I mean how women can imagine a life with kids when they are yet to have kids is weird to me. I can imagine Sam and I jet setting around and travelling, I can even imagine attending Julianne’s birthday parties, but my own kid… I can’t.
Maybe I don;t want to go there… in the event that I don’t have them, and thats safe for me.
Anyhow Amanda is my first close friend to have a child, a child whose life I will be an active part of, which I think at 29 is a little late, so being the youngest and having no babies around, I’m sure I will learn a lot!
Manda sent me a Facebook message (I’m not getting texts from her phone) and she’s starting to feel a little frustrated, so I did what I do best, and I quoted HIMYM, when Stella tells Ted, she’s on her way, as fast as she can! Amanda’s now 4 days over her due date… My guess is that baby Jules is just too comfy to be rushed out, she’s laid back, just like her momma…!
Ok, well back to waiting game!!