Ottawa Blues.

 I’m having Ottawa withdrawals. Really missing home right now.

Sam and I went to a work potluck for NYE. It was ok… But it really brought to light, that Its not easy for me to make friends, and connect with people. I’m awkwardly social, which means although I’m strange, I still attempt to be social. But the lifestyle here  is really different than I’m used to. I’m sure there are people I’ll connect with, but from experience, they’re hard to find, cause they’re mostly loner types like myself I guess. 

The people were nice, although the women, not so inviting. But, it wasn’t an awful way to spend NYE. 
Sam had fun, and that’s good, I’m glad he’s meeting people at work. He seems to be a hit with his co-workers, but then again, he always is!

So for the rest of 2013, to date I’ve been thinking about Ottawa, and all of the things I loved about living there. I miss just being able to text someone, and have them pop by for coffee and a joint. Just to chill. I miss walking everywhere I need to go, and having so much culture around me. 

Fort Mac isn’t awful, but Ottawa, oh my… There’s no place like home. There’s no place like Ottawa…
It’s hard to look back and think, I was sad to leave here when I went back for the wedding. But, I was sad to leave Sam, not Fort Mac. 

I just want my old life back, for the most part, the only thing I don’t miss my job, but I do miss the paycheck!