Mobile entry!

 You’ve got to be kidding me!  I log into OD on its normal website instead of it’s mobile website on my phone, and i see they have fixed the OD Editor!  Woohoo!  Where have I been?  I might finally be able to do formatting now.  I have noticed the spell check doesnt work though grrr but at least I can type something.

I’m typing from my mobile cos I just finished up at gym.  It was so cool cos it was the first time I’ve been alone in that particular gym 🙂  I did what felt like a great workout and jumped on the scales after. It was kinda between 86 and 87 kilos, so I have to be happy with that.

Another reason I went again (even though I went yesterday) is because Ive been staying awake until really insane hours lately, like 8am because I guess its what Ive been used to.  Its so hard to break out of.  Thankyou for the advice on melatonin guys, I have to keep an eye out for some.

I’m currently sitting on a bench outside Suncorp Stadium.  It’s quite beautiful here at 10:30 at night, other than the roudy skaterboys who turn up every so often.  I mean there’s concrete everywhere, so its perfect for them.

I went to gym as well cos I’m starting to get depressed thoughts again, mainly about not being able to find employment.  Noone contacted me the past few days since Vanessa did.  She was nice however and told me to apply again if anything with a better location is offered that she might put up.  It does get me down only cos I know I’m a hard worker and I’m just going to waste right now.  I wasn’t prepared for my landlord to spring a rent-rise on me twice in 6 months, and yes it terrifies me.

It’s really nice just sitting here.  I need to keep walking home however and try to sleep, even though I only awoke 5 hours ago.

Fucking hell I’m trying so hard to remain positive about the future, and failing in spectacular fashion 🙁

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*hugs*

June 21, 2012

With the global economy the way it is, job hunting is difficult. There are so many people out there applying for the same positions you are, it’s anyones game. Just hang in there, and apply to anything. Being employed and looking for better work at the same time is always easier.

June 21, 2012

You need to force your clock to adjust. Stay awake and readjust it. Do that for days on end (force yourself to stay awake to a reasonable bed time) and then pass out, forcing yourself to wake up 7-8 hours later. But don’t just sit around trying to wake up, DO STUFF. Gym. Run. Walking. It’s what I had to do too.

June 21, 2012

Move to Missouri and live with me. 🙂

June 21, 2012

Up this way there are plenty of jobs … but probably far less twinks to play with. All the hospitality and cleaning jobs pay well and provide accommodation.

June 21, 2012

Well… hm. At least the mobile functions mostly work 🙂 Yeah, I’ve got nothing -hugs0

maybe you would benefit from sitting down and doing a mind map about all the things you would love to do and see where that takes you. That will get you excited about what you want and then you can do some research to find out how you can get there. Whether that is an ultimate career goal or all the places you want to travel and then looking at casual jobs to get the funds for that. xxx

OO they fixed it? Need to know info!! HOPE YOU HAVE A KICK ASS WEEKEND~MERMZ

June 22, 2012

Re Funny Moments: Jiz is HYSTERICAL!! but did you watch Golden Shower Girls? It was the second-to-last video with a yellow-tinted Betty White in the still picture… WATCH IT!! It’s from the guy who did Jiz and it’s what got me started on all those videos!! So funny… And watch the rest of the Jiz videos!!