No sleep again (dilusional entry)

Whenever I make an entry like the previous one, I feel like I need to… cover it up with something more clean… or something lol. I’m not denying it wasn’t a bad find though 😛

I’m testing out the paragraphs on the OD mobile website so if this doesn’t have them I’ll know it didn’t work 🙁

I eventually closed my laptop from that porn clip and facebook. I’m now laying in bed, it’s 9:30am and I still haven’t slept. Again.

I dunno what’s wrong with me. I was tired earlier on in the night, and now that the sun is up, I’m barely tired at all.
I’m laying here tossing up whether to sleep or jump on a train and go to the beach lol. I looked at the weather app on this phone and it said Surfer’s Paradise is 20 degrees and sunny today. Not bad. Probably not ideal for suntanning but at least it wouldn’t be too hot. I’m more worried about the wind. It said between 12 and 16k/ph and I have no idea if that’s somewhat annoying or not. Doesn’t seem like it would be.

Then part of me just wants to lay here and sleep as its cheaper.
I applied for another place online during the time I was awake, at another place I’ve already worked at. It was more the location that was available that drew me toward applying, and then I laid here wondering if I could possibly get both jobs and work them both, but I’m pretty sure the hours would clash.

I just have so much motivation to get stuck back into hard work since I’ve had what’s starting to feel like forever off work. And if I can work two jobs and still get enough time to sleep and go gym and do my course part-time and occasionally see my friends then that would make me happy.

But I am typing this on my phone whilst laying down in my bed, on no sleep, and my tummy is screaming at me to feed it, so maybe I’m a bit deluded.

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June 16, 2012

I worked 2 jobs for a long time. I would wake up at 6am to be at Job 1 by 7am, work until 4pm, have 1 hour to get to Job 2 at 5pm, which I would work until 12-1230am. I’d get home by 1am at the latest, be asleep by 2am. Repeat. 6 days a week. I nearly died. a 16k/ph breeze is pretty light. We have about 12k/ph here now and the flags are barely moving if at all. 🙂

If you want to be able to sleep at night, try taking 3mg of melatonin an hour before you want to go to sleep. It should help. Your body is obviously out of whack from all the time you spent working the graveyard shift and your body probably stopped producing melatonin.

June 16, 2012

I hate the beech!xx

June 17, 2012

i take 15mg of melantonin to help me sleep at night. if i wake up, it helps me go back to sleep. you can get it in a drug store in the vitamin area. no rx needed for it. take care,

ryn: I get it at the vitamin store.

shit! get yo sleep in check son!