Lesbian vampire killer

What a FUCKED up shift that was.  Well, moreso one thing that just lead to a bunch of shit and me getting depressed, crying my eyes out at the end of my shift whilst I counted my til.  I think it’s the whole thought of doing this many shifts in a row, and it’s doing my head in, even moreso when I think that that shift was only shift three of nine, and the first weekend one down.  CHRIST if tonight is as bad as last night I’m gunna punch someone out.  I really felt like doing that last night 🙁  I only just got home, so I’m still a bit down.  Anne had taken over from me, but I just stayed silent and counted my till, so she was oblivious to my tears.  It was when she walked out the back to get stuff and saw me with my head on the desk that she asked me what was wrong.  My tears started again simply from her question.  I stiffled, ‘Just had a really shitty shift.’
She replied, ‘Don’t let them get to you,’ and asked what I still needed to get done, which I replied was a lot of stuff.  She told me to just do the dips (as she didn’t know how to) and she’d do the rest, telling me to go home.  I really just wanted to get out of there tonight.  Even my last customer was a regular who had purchased fuel, and I couldn’t even look at him because I was tearing up 🙁  I told him I’d just had a rough shift and he replied that he was sorry to hear that.  It was after that, that Anne arrived.

My straight mate Hayden came into work last night though, so that was a good thing.  That guy is a fucking legend.  I used to work with him years and years ago now, back at my second job I ever had in Annerley (or Anally as us gays like to call it).  He used to come to work every Monday and tell us about all the chicks he banged on the weekend.  It was hot to listen to cos he was such a hot guy!  He comes into my current work every so often usually on a bender, but I think he was sober this time.  He gained a bit of weight for a few years there, but has now lost it again and is back to his hot-state.  Damn, that boy is so yummy and cool to chat to.  He hung around for a while and bought some food, and I threw in a freebie for him.

I’m home now, still in a mood from it, but I know it’ll go away.  I went to gym yesterday so didn’t go today and will go tomorrow, as it’ll be Sunday and probably will be no-one there.  I can’t believe a year has gone past already and my membership runs out in four days.  That’ll suck.  Do I renew there?  Do I renew elsewhere?  Do I save my cash and just do exercises in some park somewhere?  Bit hard without decent equipment, and I’m not about to go lug my own barbell around.
Currently I am pushing 17 on the seated-chest press (I don’t know exactly what 17 means but that’s all the numbers say on the machine.  It’s the 3rd least-heaviest, as in 20 is the heaviest on the machine.  I figure it can’t be 17 kg because that isn’t much at all.  On the laying down chest press barbell I am pushing 60kg.  As for the standing barbell lists I am pulling a 30kg barbell.  I don’t think I’m doing too bad.  The 60kg chest press is probably the most difficult.  I definitely am considering my options but I just don’t think I’ll find cheaper than Jetts anywhere else, although a change is as good as a holiday, as they say.
Which I feel like I really need 🙁

I’m just hoping tonight is better.  After a shift like that, I always attack work the following night in a bitch of a ‘don’t-fuck-with-me’ mood. So if anyone else tries to drive-off like they did last night they’d better look out.  And I’m sick of after two years of working there and telling them constantly that they still don’t get cameras installed.  Fucking pathetic.  The day I quit can’t come soon enough.  I’m thinking before Mardi Gras now, but that seems like it’s forever away.

So, I just needed a bitch and my diary is the place for it.  And no there is no way in HELL I’d choose jury duty over working.  To me it seems like a complete waste of fucking time and someone else can do it.  It is kinda creepy that that lesbian vampire killer has been released from prison this week though.