Day 12 – The person you hate most/caused you a lot

Dear Jacko,

You used to be my best friend, you really did.  Then we fell apart, all because of a random boy whom you met at at Fluffy.  I still don’t understand why he had to ruin what we had, even if that was talking to and laughing with each other.  I used to always see you, and hear from you.  Now, neither.  I dunno whether you feel guilty about what happened, or you just don’t care anymore.  If you have who you really want now, if you’re happy and you don’t need me anymore.  That hurts, to go from a best friend I could rely on, to feeling like gum on the bottom of a shoe.
I even tried to get in contact with you.  Didn’t hear back.  I still think you’re amazing.  I don’t want to kill your boyfriend when I meet him anymore.  Maybe just punch him in the face for taking you away from me.  Nah, I’d probably just tell him how luckily he is- envious he gets to be with someone I used to pretty much be.
Keep in touch cos right now I feel emptiness between us.

love Matt.