What’s it to ya

I can barely keep my eyes open.  I’m so tired.  The whiteness of the ‘write an entry’ background is causing them to sting.  And it’s probably to do with the fact I’ve been a blubbering mess the past hour or so also.  Bawling my eyes out.  A 25 year old grown man crying and scared, like a baby wants it’s mummy.  Yep, go me.

Sometimes I swear to god I was meant to be born a woman.  Maybe it explains why I’m gay, same diff right?  When it comes to emotions that is.  Just everything got to me and I’m letting it all flood out.

I can’t even type it in here.  My eyes hurt too much.  It’s 4am.  Thank god I don’t work today.   I can’t breathe cos my nose is blocked.  I’ll probably snore like a motherfucker tonight.  Goodnight world.  Or good morning.  God, the newsagency’s are opening soon.  But if I don’t get my sleep I’ll be like a raging typhoon.
 

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August 4, 2009

aww *hugs*

August 4, 2009

*hugs* Hope you feel better when you wake up. Sometimes a good irrational cry is just what we all need! *hugs*

August 4, 2009

It’s good to let it all out. Hope you snore like a motherf*cker and feel better when you wake up! x

August 4, 2009

*hug*

August 4, 2009

*gives you a glass of milk and a smile*

August 5, 2009

Dude, I’m the same way right now. Like I’ve been so tired lately. I think it might be the weather. Of course, it’s winter where you are, but you live in Oz, and I don’t think you get snow there…GET SOME REST YOU!!!

August 5, 2009

best to let it all flood out! then you can get over it quicker! hug!

August 5, 2009

i hate crying too crying don’t solve anything sleep is good. it’s a respite from the reality which we live.

August 7, 2009

Women and gay men are worlds apart… I hope you feel better.

Doesn’t make you womanly to cry. /hold

August 10, 2009

Well all babies DO start out female. Maybe your reproductive organs just went a little too far lol I’m sorry you are sad babydoll. I wish I could give you a big fat hug and make it better 🙁