Jesus Thinks I’m A Cunt

Well this is kinda cool.  I’m laying in my bed with my head against the pillow, the second pillow propped up so I can see this screen, the light of the screen giving me enough light to type this entry.  Doesn’t seem like much but this was the whole reason for me wanting to get a laptop.  So I can relax in bed just before going to sleep.  It’s been good cos I got rid of my old computer desk which took up so much space, and now I’ve got a lot more room in here.

It’s gunna be good to have an income again when I start working.  I decided to reply to the other email I got about an overnight console job I also applied for.  I expect it to be a crap job somewhat.  Apparently I made it through the selection process, and the job is only on Friday nights, nightshift, so it’d be good money if I get it.  And only once a week.  So I replied with a time for them to ring me for a telephone interview on Monday after I go for my induction at the clothing store on Monday morning.  That should only take about 2 hours, or so I’ve been told.  Tuesday is my first proper shift.

I’ve said it before, but yeah I am nervous about it, but I’m also excited about it because I feel like I’ve got a lot to prove within myself and I want to show that I can go far in this job.  I just want to get to know how to do everything quickly so I can progress and be more confident in my job, but I’m sure I will learn that over the coming week or two.  I guess I’m also a little scared of the making new friends through my workmates things, cos if you can’t get along with your workmates then how fun is your job meant to be?

Tomorrow is my last day of holidays, after however long its been – must be going on two months now!  Such a long time!  I’ve had a good holiday, I’ve relaxed a lot, and I think I’ve gotten too used to sleeping in til midday.  I can’t wait to find out what my hours will be at my new job 🙂  I might even still be able to sleep in 🙂  No use counting my eggs before they hatch – haha that doesn’t sound right.  oh yeah chickens haha.  So yeah today I’m off to the gold coast, to enjoy my last day on the beach in the sun (hopefully).  Kiki is coming up too!  I’d decided I was going even before I found this out so I hope I can catch up with her.

I’ve been filling in quizzes on facebook at nighttime during my boredom, and one of my quizzes was ‘What would Jesus think of you?’ – I answered the questions and nearly DIED when I saw the result.  "Jesus think’s you’re a cunt!" – LMAO!!!  I posted it to my profile cos a) it’s hilarious and b) cos my dad will have a heart attack when he sees it, not to mention all my other highly religious rellies.  I really don’t care.  Let’s see how much shit I get it cos of that one quiz hahaha.  I’m still laughing at it!  It’s probably the same answer for everybody just to cause contraversy.  Who knows.  Kiki and I spent ages cracking up laughing to each other on webcam at that one!

So yeah, I’m in a much better mood tonight than I was last night.  Musta been something in the air.  I was in the WORST depressed mood hey.  So much better hey, and I can’t believe I didn’t go out all weekend again.  I guess hanging with my guy has been enough.  I have no idea if he went out or not.  Probably, he did last weekend and rocked up pissed at my house, but he did tell me he was coming.  He didn’t remember anything I said to him when I asked him the next day though.

So yeah, his phone got cut off, but I haven’t heard from him in three days.  Surely he could use a friends phone or even leave me an offline message on MSN.  It’s so easy these days, but nothing.  I sent him a message just before, but I felt like a try-hard little school-girl sending it – "I’ve been thinking of you, I hope that’s ok" – shouldn’t have wrote that last bit but hey I’m feeling vulnerable and have no idea what the hell’s going on, so yeah.  I’m taking him to the movies tonight.  I’ll see how he’s behaving then and make a judgement.  Cos right now I feel like I’m being treated unfairly, all because of no communication on his behalf.

Right now I’m trying to stay positive about making a good first impression at my  new job, and having a blast at the coast tomorrow.  Hopefully those sharks have moved on from all those baitfish lol!