Start claiming your destiny

Now I Run – Shannon Noll

Tell me how the circle ends
Theres no beginning
Everything that came before
Will come round again
And I look in the mirror
My fathers eyes look back at me

He gave me a road to choose
He gave me freedom
And I pray Im strong enough
To walk in his shoes
And I hope that I become
Half the man he’d want me to be

Cos I feel you guiding me
Showin me the way when Im misdirected
I know your not here but I feel connected

Chorus
Cos everything that I am
Comes from a better man
And all that Ive said and done
Cant rewrite my history
Right there for all to see
Im just my fathers son
Taught me to walk, now I run
Now I run

Sometimes when I lose myself
In my weakness
I can feel the touch of his
Unmistakable hands
And theyre pushing me forward
Back into the circle again

And I hope my son sees in me
The kind of man that he was to me

Chorus

And everything that I am
comes from a better man
And all that Ive said and Ive done
Cant rewrite my history
Right there for all to see
Im just my fathers son
Taught me to walk, now I run
I run

"From the get go claim this new week as yours. Jupiter’s move into your sign late last week is only just beginning to sink in and this is the first of many weeks that stretch out to the end of next year, when you get to call the shots. Start making some choices that bring home the fact that you’re ready to claim your future with both hands. You’ve been preparing for this moment for over a decade and it’s time now, to start claiming your destiny."

Wow, what an awesome horoscope!  Normally I don’t even follow them, because most of the ones I read are like ‘The sun will shine out of uranus and then the light angel of spewtum will throw forwarth her heavenly bowels, as the greek god of injustice and serendipity lies in your inner circle of  practical formality’  I can justh ear the breathy voice of the blonde bibmo psychic on TV now.  But this one, is usually not bad.  Of course I don’t believe in the planets revolving in our sectors, determining our futures, but hey why not see what is has to say hey?

Start claiming my destiny.  Yeah, I could do that if I had a little thing called money haha.  At the moment, my destiny is being the aussie-battler cliche’.  I hung out with a friend yesterday and couldn’t even afford to pay for the pizza we ordered haha.  I mean, god, $10.95 for one pizza – it definitely pays to have those vouchers!  I mean, I still have to pay that fucking BBC bill, but I’d feel totally happier if I could just hand over the dough and also punch Campbell Newman in the face with my spare fist.

It’s getting scary.  It’s only 7… yes SEVEN days until my birthday.  I am going to be turning 23.  Shit, those teenage years are fading further and further away into the horizon.  Soon I’ll be hitting Thirty and then over the hill and then, well hopefully enjoy the ride down haha.  Scary shit though.  I think I’m gunna become like my mum and refuse to tell people how old I really am eventually 🙂  My little brother then turns 21 a few days after that.  Hmm it’s a 21st and my little bro, that means I gotta get him something half decent doesn’t it?

It….is…..so…..fucking….HOT!!  It’s not even summer yet.  There are people utilising the pool next door.  I so just wanna jump the fence and fling myself in.  Ahhhh.  I guess a cold shower will suffice for the moment 🙂

My housemate is talking about finally selling his properties in England, which means he wants to buy a farm somewhere around Brisbane, which means I’ll more than likely be moving again.  No way in hell am I living on a farm again.  I did that for 18 and a half years.  I’ve now been in Brisbane for over 4.

36 days until I leave for Perth.  I am so looking forward to the holiday, but I know how easily I get bored, and I’m mainly going there to visit my best friend.  He’s even taken a week off work so he can spend it with me, and even got some door keys cut so I am come and go as I please.  He’s a complete sweetheart, really.  We’ve been friends for such a long time now, and it’s been, I think, 3 years since I saw him?  Maybe 2.  The time gets away on us all so fast doesn’t it.  So yeah, I’m thinking of East coasting this side of Australia for the rest of my holiday.  Find a nice highrise, with a pool, spa and gym.  Ahhh sounds perfect.  If there’s a gym I might actually see how I enjoy using it to determine if I wanna join one here.  The whole idea of waiting to use a machine that is covered in someone else swear kinda grosses me out.  Sure I’ll rim a guy, but sweat – ewww 🙂  Sure, you needed to know that.

I bought some fruit, and got home and watched ‘Another Gay Movie’.  I had to get it online cos I cannot find it here.  It’s…well yeah, i agree with the reviews I’ve heard from my fellow fags here on OD.  It’s kinda twisted.  It’s hilarious though!!  Especially when the blind chick walks in on the two guys fucking – ahahahaha, I nearly fell off the bed.  At least now I can say I’ve seen it! Yay!

So I asked my ex-boyfriend if he wanted me to buy Pink tickets for him, and all of a sudden he was saying no, when last week he was exclaiming how he’d pay anything to go.  Something had to be up, and I got it out of him that he already HAS Pink tickets.  He just didn’t wanna tell me cos he felt horrible that the tickets were offered to him, cos he wanted to go with me.  As if I care!  Gee, he scored a free ticket.  I’m glad he told me that cos I woulda got home and bought two anyway.  At least now I don’t have to throw away over a hundred and eighty bucks.  See, it pays to open up people!

Got an email from the only ex-boyfriend I don’t talk to anymore.  I was online when I got it, like literally 15 minutes ago, and when I saw the name, I was like ‘Oh fuck!’.  Haha.  Oh as IF you haven’t done it!  So of course, I read it and he was just like ‘I noticed it was your birthday so

on – just wanted to say happy b’day and have a great day and a great life.’  He knows I refuse to tlak to him anymore, hence the last two words.  I guess it’s sweet, but it’s still no excuse for him bragging about us fucking to god knows how many people, and it eventually getting into the wrong hands.  That and the fact he’s not the type of gay guy I like to hang around too long anyway.  He’ll get over it.

So, because it’s so hot, I feel like doing fuck all.  I’ll prob watch a few more DVD’s.  It sucks I missed the Australian Idol final cos I was at a friends place, but I heard who won and I am not impressed.  Oh well, the person who comes second always does better anyway! So HA!  Besides, that winners single is pretty shit.

have a great day or night everyone.