Sleepless in Surfer’s…

Aaron met Randy at a nightclub. They hit it off, so he invited him back to his place. When they arrvied at his house, they went right for the bedroom. Randy noticed hundreds of stuffed animals scattered throughout the room. Giant stuffed animals sat on the top of the wardrobe. Slightly smaller stuffed animals sat on the window sill. Many tiny stuffed animals sat on the bottom shelf of his bookcase. After they had sex, Randy asked, “So.. how was it?”
“Well,” Aaron said, “you can take anything from the bottom shelf.”

I feel like writing an entry now.  I’ve had an interesting day today for the first of my three days off.  Luke woke up me up this morning as he had come back up from Toowoomba at some really early hour of the morning.  He was so tired, the poor guy.  We layed there and cuddled for ages and I jerked him off, which he really needed hey.  I wasn’t really in the mood for anything to be done to me, and I think Luke was too exhausted to anyway.  I left him to have a little sleep and went out in the loungeroom to have some breakfast.  I said ‘hi’ to Josh (Luke’s bro), whom he’d brought up from Toowoomba.  Me and Josh kinda made some small-talk and played Pinball heaps – haha, you know the game that comes with Windows XP?  Yeah that one, it’s actually quite addictive.  I’ve only just recently re-discovered it, and I’ve got Luke hooked on it now haha.  I’ve got the highest score so far out of us, which is something like 4,800,000, but Luke’s determined to beat that, and with him being as competitive as he is, I’m sure he’ll keep trying until he does.

So at about 9:30am I told Josh I was going to wake Luke, and then we could go.  Luke really didn’t want to get up and and made the sound of a creaking old door as he stretched, i mentioned to him he sounds like an old door and he made some crack that he felt like one too, something along those lines anyway.  He finally got up and changed, and we all got in my car and took off to the Gold Coast for the day.  We had no idea what we were going to do when we got there, so we just decided to go to Australia Fair, as I’d never been there and it looke pretty big.  We went past Dreamworld, then Movie World and Wet&Wild and I wondered how far we were from the Big Brother House as we passed Dreamworld, I know it’s in there somewhere but I just can’t tell exactly where lol, there’s so much bush surrounding it.  But you can see the Tower Of Terror and the Giant Drop from kilometers away.  That was pretty cool cos I hadn’t been past the theme parks in a few years.  I would love to go there again, to Dreamworld that is and especially to a Big Brother Live Eviction Show – how fucking awesome would that be?  I’m a huge Big Brother fan.  I was watching up late last night, and if I had DSL I would probably watch the live feeds too, but dammit I don’t.  Paying for it but don’t have it grrr.

So we walked around Australia Fair for ages, we had KFC for lunch and Luke and Josh went and saw The Amnityville Horrors’ or whatever it is lol.  As you can tell I didn’t go.  Horror movies really disturb me.  They just seem so real to me, and there’s enough fucked-up people in society as it is, without them having to get ideas from some horror movie.  It’s weird, sometimes life will seem so boring and placid, but if you throw a horror movie in the DVD player, I’ll snap back to reality.  But i hate em!  Not the Ring and Ring 2 though, they were really good horror movies! hehe, I contradict myself don’t i?  Luke reckons the movie sucked anyway, cos a fire alarm went off a quarter of the way into the movie so they missed a lot of it.  I would’ve asked for a refund but he just took it in his stride.  Poor Luke, he was paying for everything for Josh too, as a nice big brother would do.  haha i’ve used two different ‘big brother’ terms in one entry, how weird.  I walked around for ages by myself while they were in the movie.  i figured I would have more fun doing that than sitting there getting the shit scared out of me.  Plus I saved my money.  Well, not really using the fuel it took to get there, but hey I saw the beach, which I haven’t done in a fair while.  We didn’t quite make it INTO Surfer’s Paradise, but we were close to there, as the highrises in the distance showed.  I really would’ve liked to go to Frozen World again (which I think is now called ‘Ice World I heard somewhere), but I figured the cost would’ve been huge, as it was about 6 years ago!  Luke didn’t seem enthused about the idea either, and he was wearing thongs (flip flops for the yanks reading this lol) too.  I remember when we went a few years ago, my little bro Craig wore thongs into Frozen World, and needless to say had blue feet when he came back out.  It was so beautiful in there though I remember.  Amazing Crystal-Like Ice skulptures and huge ice slides which Craig and I had so much fun on as teenagers.  Damn there were some hotties at the coast though – isn’t there always? 😛 I mentioned to Luke that I thought this one guy who kept looking at us was gay, and he goes, ‘you think he’s hot don’t you?’ lol!  C’mon gimme some credit.  He was only above average, not quite the ‘hot’ status.  I tend to go for slightly younger guys as my eye-candy i’ve (and a few of my friends have) noticed.  I mean Luke’s 18.  You wouldn’t think so though.  I mean I was only thinking of it yesterday cos I don’t even think about our ages (I’m 21), but he was talking on MSN to a friend and he typed he was still 18.  i was like ‘damn, you are too!’.  I’ve already been called a cradle-snatcher lol.  My boyfriends, in order of ages, have been 16, 18, 18 and 18 (Luke).  Mind you I was 18 when I was dating the 16 yo and we’d been friends for years, so it was more an experimental thing for the benfit of both of us.  He’s really not my type now that I think about it – but a fantastic guy.  Always happy, very queeny lol, and currently has an awesome, very hot, boyfriend by the name of Merv.  He’s such a cool guy and they make such a cute couple.  I’ve hung out with them a few times in Toowoomba when I’ve been there and Luke’s met them once at a party we went to.  Kinda miss hanging out with him though sometimes, cos we’re in different cities obviously.  Ah well! 

Anyway we walked along the beach for a fair while, Luke got bit by a crab (hahahaha) and he also picked up a syringe he found on the sand, which he said he nearly trod on.  God that scares me, that’s all it takes, some inconsiderate wanker pumping their bloodstream full of drugs and not discarding their syringe afterwards, leaving it for someone to come across, either safely or not.  Luke put it in the bin – he might’ve even saved a life.  Who’s to know if that was the only one.  I usually wear shoes on the beach, but of course that gets annoying and I don’t a lot too.  We got really bored an

d were trying to decide what to do, so  we decided to leave.  I had some trouble getting out of the carpark lol.  It’s free for the first 4 hours, and $3.30 for intween 4 and 5 hours, and we were there for 4 and a half.  I went in the wrong exit – the exit for the people with free-tickets, but I didn’t see a sign, so of course it rejected my ticket.  I pulled off to the side as I apolgised with waving gestures to the lady impatiently waiting behind me and then realised I couldn’t get out.  Luke suggested I park the car and go over and pay the lady and she could probably help.  I did just that, and she was a really nice lady and pressed a button on the free-ticket lane to make the boom-gate open, and off we went.  I waved and yelled thank you as we drove out.

The drive home seemed to go so much quicker than the drive there.  Luke and Josh both passed out from exhaustion, the poor guys, so I just drove in silence.  The afternoon sun was really bad and I had to use the sun-visor most of the way home and I noticed the sun was in Luke’s closed eyes, but it didn’t seem to be disturbing him much.  i reached over and pulled the sun-visor down anyway so that he would have shade over his eyes.  At least I thought I did a nice thing by doing it.  Dunno if he noticed or not.  Josh eventually stretched out on the backseat as much as he could.  I like that road home, I can do 110k/ph speed limit for a fair stretch of it, and the traffic was pretty busy.  We passed by the theme parks again and I tried to look as much as I could, but with the sun and me being concerned about driving unsafely when I had passengers in the car with me made me concentrate on the road.  Sure I hardly ever get to see it, but I certainly didn’t want a car to brake in front of me cos I’m googling at the Tower Of Terror lol.

I’m home now typing this.  I made Luke 2 cups of tea to keep him awake cos he’s currently driving back to Toowoomba with Josh as I type this.  he might even be there by now, I dunno, but I know I’ll be by myself again tonight.  I made them both sausages on bread (which c’mon, wasn’t hard lol) and I’m glad I didn’t put tomato sauce on Luke’s, cos after reading the nutritional Information I realised the amount of sugar in it!  Luke is completely sugar free now.  I’m so unbelievably proud of him.  He doesn’t have any sugar whatsoever in anything, only the sugar that comes naturally (like in Bananas).  He’s not diabetic or anything, he does it purely by choice, to make himself be healthier and feel so much better.  I’ve even noticed I take notice of the NI on packets when I go shopping now, all cos of Luke.  I think I’ve cut down a lot too, cos I sit here sculling down soft drink and stuff and I sometimes feel bad cos I’m doing it in front of Luke.  But Luke’s reassured me that this is his choice, and for me to feel bad about eating what I normally eat is entirely unfair and doesn’t expect me to change that just for him.  He’s so great – it must be doing wonders for his body as he says he feels so much better, he’s been doing it for ages now, oh and his teeth too!  I even watch what I’m making for him to make sure there’s no added sugar.   It’s gunna be interesting when it comes around to me making cakes and stuff.  I’m trying to think what substitutes I can use instead of sugar.  We’ve got heaps of Equal, but Luke reckons he can only have a certain amount of that too.  I guess I’ll figure that out when I get to it.  I hope Luke had a safe trip there despite his tiredness.  I suggested he should have a sleep first and then go, but he reckons if he didn’t go straight away, he would fall asleep at the wheel.  I’d better do, gotta talk to Kristy and find out if Katie is still alive.  God, I dunno why I bother trying to be everyone’s friend – I told John last night that is isn’t easy.  I know I’ll make one slip-up and it’ll all come crashing down.  You know what, I don’t care – if they can’t handle it if I fuck up, then they shouldn’t have asked for my advice.  Yeah Matt, good I reasoned with myself – it’s so much fun when your thoughts and your mind come to a compromise 🙂

Take care!

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May 14, 2005

Ah, you crazy australians! always with the thongs! Aussie Big Bro was so much better then UK big Bro, I remember the way Sydney CBD turned into a ghost town on the night of the final. didnt they give the house away in a competition though?

Hi My name is Tammy your diary looks cool so I am adding you to my Favs. See you around.

May 14, 2005

AAAAAA i hate the term “flip-flops.” If any of my fellow yanks reading this don’t know what thongs are, they can figure it out for themselves, darnit. I know I wouldn’t have bothered translating in my own OD – it’s really not that challenging. That said, I’m glad you had such a good day. Alot of stuff got added to my “Next time I’m in Australia…” list. :p ttfn. ♥ ♥ ♥

May 14, 2005

dang it! you having a license i mean:P. I’m still trying for mine, I failed my first test:(. But once I get it I’ll be taking my car out and about places…it must be good to have what might have just been a day bumming round at home becoming a day out, beach and all…ive never been to the gold coast, it sounds awesome apart from all the ppl! i’m not good in crowds…but glad u had fun!:P:)

lol… I think I’d never keep my eyes off hot guys even WHEN I’m with my boyfriend, whoever/wherever he is. It’d be too much of a sacrifice. I mean, sure, if I love the guy, I love the guy, but I’ll never kick the eye candy habit. RYN. Aww, that’s nice of you to say. It was pretty gruesome, but it’s over 12 hours ago now and I’m okay. Lots luv,

*I meant to end with “lotsa love.” Sorry.

Thank you. I love the colours to. I look forward to your next entry Tammy xXx

Thank u so much for sharing your wit and wisdom with me. I added u to my favorites. R the stories to the right of your entries originals or did u write those? It shouldn’t matter 2 others if u “shock” them by being gay and writing entries about it. My first, best, and only true friend in life is homosexual. U will always offer the best advice because u see both ends of the spectrum. Thank u…

…4 the note u left me. It’s sad to think a man a world away understands me more than my friends of 7 years. I feel like a huge burden has been lifted off of my shoulders by knowing that someone out there is on my side. Thank you.

May 14, 2005

I loved Surfer’s Paradise. I wanna go back. I did step in some glass there that I swear is still in my foot. I guess that’s what I get for being stubborn and walking off without Andrew and without my shoes.

May 14, 2005

I just watched a pretty horrible movie… called Eban and Charlie… lol

May 15, 2005

hee hee love the joke. 🙂