Taking things slow…

Micheal and I had our first deep-and-meaningful tonight.  I’d glad we did though because it was something that needed to be talked about right away rather than be left to ponder on.  He admitted to me that he thinks we are moving too fast in our relationship and asked me what i thought.  I said exactly what was on my heart and that was that I agreed with him, but also that I’d never felt this way about a guy like him before, so maybe it was meant to feel like this.  We just reassured each other that we love each other to bits, but we need to slow things down.  He has so much going on in his life right now that I don’t want to get in the way of, and I want to be there to help him through any of this.  I told him that, because I love him, that i want whatever he wants, and he said this is what he wants.  He reassured me that he loves me and can’t stop thinknig about me, and I said the same to him, but he feels he’s rejecting his other friends because everything is happening so fast.  I will admit I did think the same thing, considering the amount of friends he has, and how much he has going on in his life, I felt amazed and priviledged to spend the amount of time I had with him.  I’ still a little iffy about the conversation, but he reminded me that this is not going to change a thing between us – and I said to him ‘if this is going to make things for the better, then it’s what i want too’ – and he said that it would make things for the better.  It’s gotten to the stage, where if either of us weren’t in each other’s lives, we’d be devastated.  I know I would – he’s perfect for me I know it – but he is right when he says there’s a lot we don’t yet know about each other.

I’m going to try not to think about it too much, or else i’m gunna start worrying, I’m just glad everything’s okay and that we’re both trying to openly sort things out with each other – and I can’t wait for the right time for things to get bacl to being serious 🙂