his eyes are like…

How can someone like me like someone so much in such a short amount of time? 
Micheal is like an angel who’s been sent down to rescue me from the
reality I was living.  I hang out with him all night, I go to bed thinking about him,
I wake up thinking about him and I go to work and spend all day wondering
how I came to meet such an incredible person.  He seems to have achieved a lot
in his life and, to start with I found it intimidating, but the more I hang
out with him and get to know him, the more comfortable I feel and the more I like
him. 
But all this in 4 days of meeting?  I really don’t know what’s going on…
is this like a really long-lasting first-impression, or am I moving too fast
with it all?  We kissed last night, I don’t think either of us was sure
the other wanted it.  I could slightly taste his cigarette but it wasn’t too
bad, but would rather taste his tongue than whatever’s been on it last (hehe there’s
an image for the straight boys out there)!
Did I mention I adore his eyes?  I can look into them for ages and there’s a sense
of peace about them somehow, not to mention the awesome almost crystal blue colour.
I constantly ask myself what he sees in me.  I don’t know why, I should just go
with the flow, but I can’t just let things happen, I need to know why they do.
I was honest with him though, I told him I was paranoid and i’m not perfect.  He
asked why and I felt weird because we all know our own faults and weaknesses
don’t we – I’m sure we’ll come across them somewhere down the road, but I really
don’t wanna think about that now 🙂  I spent too much time thinking of him.
We saw a movie last night, “Agent Cody Banks 2” – it was crappier than I thought it
would be, but I talked to Micheal a lot and we held hands and I really
enjoyed his company – we went back to the coffee club and talked heaps there again –
he’s so easy to talk to.  I love that about him.
I thought I asked him out in the car, but he seconded that by sending an sms after
he had left asking if I wanted to be his boyfriend.  Of course I agreed
so now Micheal is my boyfriend!  I’ve never been this happy, yet I know it’s yet to
sink in!  I wish it would.
I’m finally meeting Joan tonight – that should be interesting.  I can see myself being
the quiet one and just holding Micheal’s hand a lot with Joan asking me
why I’m quiet – hehe that usually happens with new extraverts I meet – and from what
Micheal’s said about her, she must be outspoken!  I’ll see how I go tonight 🙂  I’m still
a little nervous, but Mick and I now do things as a couple, I guess i think that’s what’s
suppose to happen.
Look at me, another entry about my boi lol – work’s work, you know same ol same ol.  Damn
pension day!  Although my day was made better by a phone call from you know who 😉
Going out tonight, hopefully it’ll be fun! 
March 26 – It was just me and Micheal again – I love it that way though, having one on one
time with my boyfriend.  I’ll talk more later!  We’re going to the
coast together on the weekend, I so can’t wait, it’ll be our first quality time with each
other away from the hassles of work! I miss him already!  I’ll have to tell 2 of
my girlfriends that i’ll catch up with them another time, but i feel bad I haven’t seen
them in ages, but at least now they live in Brissy I can hopefully go see them one day
and introduce them to Micheal. 🙂