these things.

so my writing this semester will take on a more sinister tone.

not sad, not happy.

evil.

my professor said that’s the style i need to work on the most.

i’m sure i have a lot of pent up rage.

i know i do, actually.

i’m just really scared to actually let it all out.

i’ve seen me angry. i don’t like it.

this primal fear grips to think about some of the subjects i could post on here.  i could hurt a lot of people doing this, and i probably will.  a lot of the stuff that would upset me has been caused by a few people reading these words right now.

it’s scary.

in a way, i want to let it all explode.

torment people.

just come out and rape peoples mind with the words, hot sulfur burning into nostrils, a reminder.

will i?