NoJoMo #24

Yesterday was somewhat of a relief emotionally. It will remain that way for a week, then I will be right back to insanity.

I want to believe this will work, and I tell myself I have fabulous chances right now, but also too aware of the harsh reality that can be. I was already planning in my head the next steps last night. Not even on purpose, just off in la la land thinking about it. What day I would call the doctor, when I would try the next cycle, time frame of getting a new donor. Blah blah blah. I would like to be a tad bit mentally prepared if this doesn’t work.

My lady parts feel so much better today. I know you were worried. I can walk without feeling like I had spiked marbles stuck in me. Everything must have painlessly popped in my sleep last night.

Hoping it will warm up a little bit today, need some sunshine.

Until Next time

later

Is it bad I was ready to go to bed at 6:30pm? Damn this dark at 5:30 crap. I did get some sunshine today. Can’t do much outside because of being surrounded by gunfire….so I pickep up dog poop and called it a wrap. Sat on our downed tree for a while just to be in the sunlight. I miss summer so much. Strangely I think it is supposed to get up to damn near 70 the first week in December, hope accuweather is right on that one.   

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