NoNoMo #22

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Gone with the Wind watching. Go figure, I like Rhett.

Until Next time

later

I really hope that the amount of hormones surging through me is a good sign. I was really really hoping I would be on track with last month and ovulate on Friday and go in on Saturday. Today when those big fat two lines popped up on there I literally cried. Then I saw that smiley face and was so fucking angry. I tested a 3rd time, I was soooo upset. Then I paged the doc, he called back, I didn’t have a fucking pen and he’s giving me the code to unlock the door at the office, telling me the location blah blah blah. That got me into a panic, he’s talking to someone else int he background. Ready to cry again. We went looking for the office after we left acupuncture. 15 addresses later I THINK I found it. Ready to cry again. This one is just really frustrating the fuck out of me. I guess he’s gonna do it at his OTHER office (that we have never been to). All the places are 1.5 hours away, so none of these places are familiar. I’m just ready to get this one over with, and that seems to be my feeling towards it this entire time.

Let this be it, let me be done.