happiness_in_a_pill : the abuse [overdose]

so, work sucked as usual but i’m none to disappointed. i’ve begun to expect it, not that it makes it any better.

was asked to work an extra 4 1/2 hours, which i couldn’t decline unless i wanted to be outcasted [as is the way of my work] so i accepted it. my boss said i didn’t have to but I said that I didn’t have a choice. deep down she knows it too. Before work, her and another person in charge, a manager, and i were having a smoke when i updated them on my mental status. she told me to snap out of it… fucking ignorance. i’m not surprised [considering she couldn’t spell ‘quite’ and when i told her she corrected me "no, i don’t want to spell ‘QUIET’". *sigh* i’m not even going to share my opinion on that… it should be apparent in the sigh].
anywho, i went on my break and she said i could "go home", me -thinking this meant i didn’t have to work again that day went out and spent the remainder of his money, until i get a text from my friend telling me i am. to keep it short, faeces hit a spinning thingie on the ceiling, i wrote a poem about it, also the name of my friends’ band now [they said they wanted to use it for their band name].  I’d share it but i’m paranoid about having my stuff stolen.

so, basically for the entirety of my mood i was in a mood that was reminiscent of hitler seconds before he pulled the trigger. except i can’t speak german, have no mustache and have no desire to kill [or try and kill] a group of humans… well, i do have the desire, but the people are only people i hate, not any race. i’m proud of not being a racist and coming above intolerence, especially in todays society where it seems to be a very common curse.

the rest i don’t want to talk about. i’m too emotionally tired from dealing with complete and utter fuckwits.

happiness_in_a_pill : chemicalism the whole family can enjoy ::OVERDOSE/ABUSE CAN BE FATAL::

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