misfire

noone is eating foods, everyone is drinking too much, it’s a disorganised mess and a prto-riot of geeky asians and co. I don’t want to be here, didn’t from the start, spent 4 hours making drinks and foods, and I’m abut done. I had a mojito that was watery, a flaming jesus that stuck to my hand, I’m thinking really hard about not killing myself and I am going back to my parents’ house where it will be quiet. Gods, I hope it will be quiet.

I really dislike people.