Pinch Me

 Ah! I am still super excited. Laura is living with me! Ah, again!

She came by the house Friday evening to pick up her new house key before taking off either to go to the movies with friends or go back to her mom’s house to start packing some of her stuff.  I was not sure if she would spend the night at my house as she would be the only one here or spend the night at her mom’s.  After arriving home from work, I found that she had indeed spent the night.  She truly was serious about moving in with me.  Saturday she brought some stuff over to make her new room livable and comfortable. 

Before she arrived on Friday evening, I had gone to Wal-Mart in the morning to get her a key made.  I chose a customized key. It was pink and had a goth girl skull on it.  I attached it to a gecko keychain that changes color in bright light.  She loved it.  I love her.  I also picked up a bouquet of carnations that I placed in her room for her.  She loved those too.  Again, I love her.  I wanted to get her red roses but I did not want to scare her away from moving in.  I may love her but she does not have those same feelings for me :-/

But, her living with me is almost surreal.  I have been obsessing over her for about seven years and documenting my obsession of her for these past six years.  I have been reading some of my past entries regarding Laura about her sporadic contact with me and how I was always anxious for her next social media comment, text message, phone call, anything.  Now I get to see her and to talk with her everyday.