12/05/2009

I think I’m in a funk.  I’m uninterested in my photography, so editing and getting things to clients seems like a chore. 

I’ve got too many balls up in the air, and I’m getting tired of juggling them.  I know everything is temporary right now, but at the same time all I want is to just put half my life on hold so I can stand still for five minutes and catch my breath. 

The events of this evening have only added to my stress.  Jacob was nearly arrested for shoplifting this evening, a mere four hours after I dropped him off at his mom’s.  He’s only 7!  I just….don’t have any words for the situation right now.  I can’t even believe it, still. 

So, yeah, I’m blah.  And a DePhoMo failure because the kids haven’t been getting to bed until after midnight this week, leading to no time for me to grab my camera. 

Meh.