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Hey what’s going on my friends.  Not much here, just hanging out at my bro’s house.  Watching the bubs again today (did on Sunday also).  Fun stuff.  My head hurts a little bit today but it’s not terrible.  I can say that this headache is definitely to do with my period…which I finally started on Sunday!  Ugh….yeah so that’s a good thing.  I thought I was going to bleed out yesterday though, it was ridiculous.  but yeah.  lol.  that’s what happens when I go a month without it.  I used to go MONTHS and even went two years without a period before I got it regulated (thanks for the migraine meds unfortunately).

But yeah.  What’s been going on the last few days?  I haven’t really written much.  I think my last real entry was on Wednesday?  Hmmm yeah.  So, not much has really changed, no word on anything regarding that (i.e. him telling her or whatever) but I’m just tired of trying to get that whole thing put to rest.  I don’t think that’s going to happen as far as that goes.  There’s only so much I can really do as far as that goes.  If he does tell her, I still hope he is willing to show me he did so…but again, I doubt that will happen.  It obviously still bothers me that that happened.  I don’t think that’s something that you just "get over" easily.  

I have a couple friends (they’re actually friends of my brother’s who I obviously got to know over the years), and he is of the culture that you only marry within your own ethnicity.  So obviously dating a white girl is probably not the best thing to do.  I didn’t know the WHOLE situation, but as far as I did know, he had not told his parents about the girl because of that reason.  they had been together for two or three years.  He finally told them about her and they will be married this year.

That whole situation was bad for a while.  She was upset (deservedly so) with him because he was essentially "hiding" her from his parents, but claimed over and over he Loved her….I understand the whole cultural standards…but if you’re together for that long, that not telling them part should have been taken care of in at least the first year.  you know after a certain point if you’re going to stay with someone for a while.  

I just don’t want that to happen with other people…like someone else comes along (be it a friend that wasn’t in the picture before) and he does this whole thing again.  I just happened to find out this time, who knows if this was the only person that it happened with.  I will never know….but either way, one person is one too many…So for now, I’m DONE talking about that subject until I guess I get my full answer/he tells her and shows me.  Like i said before, he can just tell me he told her, but I will have a hard time believing it until I see concrete evidence that says so.

Moving right along.  Friday afternoon we did a few things.  went to the bank, went to Best Buy to see if they could figure something out with my microphone on my phone.  it doesn’t work in-call…only if I have it on Speakerphone, which is redonk.  they suggested doing a factory reset and downloading the Geek Squad App….did all that….no change.  So my mom is going to be hopefully bringing me another phone until I can get one.  Probably for my birthday…blah.

Anyway….we went down to Lindy’s for lunch.  Their burger of the month sounded really tasty.  Had pork belly and sauteed spinach.  then of course we got a basket of tots w bbq sauce.  That damn burger was $9.50…and it was small.  soooo yeah that was kind of a shock.  oy.  but yeah, we went somewhere else after that but for the damn life of me, I cannot remember what else we did.

Oh yeah before we went to eat we went to see another apartment complex….that was like eh.  not really digging it so much.  I think everything will be determined after this week.  It’s really going to depend on the interview he has on Friday as to where we continue to look for places.  If he gets the job he’s interviewing for (CROSS YOUR FINGERS PLEASE!!!) then it doesn’t matter where in Tucson we live.  We can live north, stay here, go east.  A lot of the apartments on the east side are a lot cheaper, so that would be good.

We went to Old Chicago that night for dinner.  The Raiders were also playing so he got to see the game.  they lost but yeah lol.  Was good stuff.  we have a waitress that we always sit with.  makes our dining experience SO much better.  Randy got 4 more of his beers done towards his tour.  Then, because she (our waitress) had to have so many "tasters" given out, she started bringing them to us lol.  they’re basically little shots of different beers which all of them were tasty.  

There’s one beer that I wanted to taste, but it’s in a can so I wasn’t able to.  It’s a local beer.  SanTan Mr. Pineapple.  I’ve heard lots about it and it sounds amazing.  We’ll see lol.  maybe next time we’re there, i’ll just get one to see what it tastes like.  Randy got the pizza he was craving.  I’ve been craving chinese food….egg rolls specifically, but he doesn’t like chinese food…so no egg rolls for me.  maybe lunch on Friday.  he’s gonna be up in Phx for his interview and my parents will be here.  They like chinese food.  lol.

hmm what else can I say.  Saturday after my brother came for me and i brought him home, I met Randy outside when he got home (after 10) and we went to OC again.  I had invited my friend Cynthia but she wasn’t able to go.  so we just had some fries and he had his beer and I had some strawberry lemonade which was delish.  

came home and hung out, went to bed and ugh didn’t want to get up Sunday morning when my alarm went off.  blah my head hurt so bad and I was just TIRED.  so when I got here and they left, I laid down on Bryson’s bed for a couple hours and that little power nap seemed to help.  i got up around 8:30 when Randy text me.  Then I text him a couple times and didn’t hear from him again for two hours, and I had genuinely asked him a question or said something that warranted a response, so that was like WTF.  When he replied he said he hadn’t gotten my texts until then.  not sure what that was about but yeah…

When my bro and sister in law got home, Randy showed up a little bit after that and then we went to deposit my check and get some food.  Ended up at No Anchovies for pizza again.  he’s been craving pizza like I said.  so that was good.  it was drizzling the whole time we were there and we were sitting outside so it was really nice.  

yup.  went home and hung out for a good while.  he didn’t have to be at work until 1 the next day, and I had to take some paperwork down to the dr. office.  so I woke up around 8 and took my meds then laid down for like 15 more minutes….then he woke up and we got in the shower and got ready to go around 10:30.  we had to talk to someone and she sent my paperwork back and the lady that does all that kind of stuff got them and the first lady that helped us was like "Yeah Lisa said she’ll try to get them signed asap, she knows you’ve been waiting for these for a while" and I was like wellll we came down here so we can get them signed right away and the lady was like well Dr. B is in with patients and he doesn’t stop to do this stuff so he probably won’t get them signed today.  So she was like we’ll call you when they’re ready and you can just come pick them up.

So we left and had lunch at BWW which was delish.  Came home and he went to work.  I got a call around 3:45 saying the forms were ready to pick up.  i was like are you serious??  ugh.  stupid people.  i’ll have to get them tomorrow…im at my bros today, and can’t get them….then tomorrow I gotta see if my bro can take me.  bluh.

so yeah that’s that.  I fell asleep around 5 and slept unti. 7:30, woke up feeling like SHIT.  blah.  i hate that.  had such a bad headache and that stupid pain in the side of my head is just killing me.  ugh.  it is getting worse.  I DO have an appointment with him on the 26th of september though.  so, hopefully I can hang out and deal with it until then.  I gotta get my meds and all that so that’s awesome.  I’m getting a 90 day supply of both the gabapentin and the maxalt.  w00t.  

hmmm yup.  my parents will be here HOPEFULLY on Thursday.  then Amerie’s party is on Sunday.  that should be fun.  we’re gonna be at this big indoor jumping castle place.  I’m excited for that.  haha.  hopefully the female stuff is done by then.  if not, well oh well lol.

i dunno what else to say….i’m tired….but yeah i guess that’s it for now.  this entry is all over the place.  jeez.  haha hope you make it through.