Two Years and A Brain Full of Junk
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Current Music: Cursive – The Recluse
Hey people, what’s up? Well I haven’t felt like writing a real entry in a few days for obvious reasons. And I still don’t feel all that great about the whole situation, but I will get to that in just a minute.
Two years ago today…THIS and THIS was happening…
It’s crazy to think that two years has passed! Happy Birthday Amerie!
So yeah that’s a collection of different pics I have over the last two years. Heh. So adorable. I watched her yesterday and she is talking so much. It seems like every week she talks more and more. I can’t even begin to imagine what she’s gonna be like by the first of the year. Goodness gracious.
She calls me Auntie Momom. They’re trying to get her to call me Auntie Steph…but I think she should be able to call me whatever she wants. It’s like us calling her Bubba…if they want to change all of that, they should stop calling her Bubba and just call her by her real name, you know what I mean? It makes me feel special that she has a nickname for me. After all, I’m the person she spends most of her time with besides Mom & Dad. Is that wrong of me to get upset when they tell her NOT to call me Momom?
And Momom isn’t pronounced at the end like MOM…it’s MohMohm. Not Mohmahm. If that makes any sense? I mean maybe that’s why they’re upset because they think she’s trying to call me mom? I don’t know…blah!
Anyway, so that was yesterday, I did laundry all day….and apparently I left one load in their washer. Oops. I thought I had gotten everything. Oh wells, we wouldn’t have had room for it. But yeah we had had a couple baskets in the closet that needed to be washed for I dunno how long. But it was stuff that we don’t wear on a regular basis. I had washed all that last time I was there. But yeah i got it ALL washed this time.
After the conversation about my "point" being "taken"….we didn’t really talk about anything else. I still don’t have all the answers I want. Like is he going to actually tell her about us? Is he going to tell me he told her and not actually tell her? Will he let me see the conversation so I can finally put that whole thing to rest (because it’s STILL bothering me so much…ugh). Is he going to say I HAVE a girlfriend or is he going to say I HAVE HAD a girlfriend. Will he tell her how long we’ve been together or just let her assume we JUST got together?
How is she going to react? The way he’s made her out to sound, she will not give up without a fight or just be a complete bitch about it. If he does tell her how long we’ve been together, then what will she think about him lying to her this whole time? Unfortunately it will all come down to him lying about something to someone. I just want him to be HONEST about it all and lay it down on the line and be truthful for once. To everyone. *sigh*
Anyway, I have this retarded headache that is part stress headache but mostly migraine. I can’t see straight, my vision is all blurry. blah. But yeah….I dunno….I’m just trying to stay in my own little world for now because I know if I voice all this stuff, it won’t be good (for me because I will lose it and I don’t want to). I wish all of this would take care of itself the way it should. It can’t be that hard to be honest.
I suppose that’s it for now. have a good one.
