Back to Happiness
Well things are fine between Zach and I now. I guess he just got kind of freaked out by me being super needy the night before he sent me that text about us taking a break from seeing each other so much. That night, Friday, I went home from work and basically just cried myself to sleep. I thought he was "breaking up" with me. I say "breaking up" because we still aren’t official yet, but whatever. Anyway. We didn’t talk all the rest of Friday. He worked on Saturday. I finally texted him about 5:00 and asked him if he was still going to Grace’s bonfire. He said that he had just gotten home and was going to relax for a bit and would probably come out later. I sent him a picture of the fire once it got started and he said that was the sign he needed to head over! I saw him pull up but just stayed in my seat talking to people and he came right up to me and hugged me from behind and said hello. Then later he kissed me and everything was normal again. We stayed out at Grace’s until about 3:30 then I followed Zach to his house and stayed there. It was so nice to cuddle with him again when I was worried I would never get to anymore!!!
Sunday was his last Sunday off since he’s getting a new work schedule so he went to the casino with his friend and his dad. He texted me when he got home and was being really sweet saying he has fun hanging out with me and that he couldn’t stop dwelling on the fact he wouldn’t get a New Year’s kiss from me cuz he has to work. He also texted me this morning like normal so I guess everything really is fine.
We didn’t really talk about the "fight" (if you can even call it that) but I do agree with him that maybe we should not spend so much time together. I guess it was a good reality check but I’m very happy and relieved that things are okay now. He’s the best guy I’ve been with and I feel very lucky to have someone like him. =)
Tomorrow, New Year’s Eve…I’ll be going to a rave. A friend of mine does the lights, so he got me in for free. Jaclyn and some of my other friends were supposed to be going, but they backed out so now I’ll basically be showing up by myself. Lame. I won’t even have anyone to kiss at midnight as Zach will be working. =( I’ll just have to try and make the best of it.
Happy Monday!
<3!