08/23/2013
It’s finally Friday!!!!!!!!! =D
Let’s see…Tuesday I did bring things out to my parents and then stop by Grace’s for awhile. Had a few drinks with her and her man! Then went home and crashed. Wednesday it was hot as hell outside but I still went on my run after work and made it 2 miles in the same amount of time I did 1.5 on Monday! =) It’s super hot again today but it’s Friday so I must run. I’m at work for about 2 more hours.
Last night I asked James if he wanted to come over, but then his dad gave him Cardinal’s tickets so we ended up going to the baseball game instead! It was a good game! Cards won 6-2! =D
Justin and I have still been talking almost all day every day. =) Really hoping I’m not about to be in the "friend zone"…that thought just occurred to me today. =/ But anyway. He might come out to a show I’m going to tonight if he gets out of work early enough but I’m not gonna get my hopes up!!!!! I think he said he is supposed to close which means he won’t get out til midnight, which means it would be pointless for him to come out as the club closes at 1:30 (which is lame!). =/ Now he’s all oh Sean probably won’t want to go and I probably won’t get off early enough anyway…grr whatever lol! Dumb boys!
So yeah. Tonight. Running, then packing and loading up my car to bring more things to my parents tomorrow. Then probably go to James’ house to ride with him to the show. Will most likely just leave my car there and sleep on his couch, that way I’m closer to my parents house tomorrow and all my things will be safe in my car overnight at his house! I don’t know though, I hate not sleeping at my own place!
Tomorrow = my cousin’s baby shower, hence why I have to go to my parents. Riding there with my mom! Then hopefully going to the Cards game at night with James. I am pretty sure I remember Justin telling me last week he has a short one hour show on Saturday BUT he hasn’t said anything about wanting me to go and I’m too chicken to bring it up so I won’t. Trying to hang out with him is frustrating and making me think he’s just not that into me…at least not as more than a friend. Unless he’s just really like afraid of dating or something…ahhhhhh no more over analyzing.
Sunday I’m gonna be moving some of my bigger furniture. Grace’s bf and James are going to help (aka do all the work!)
I’ve felt a lot happier lately. Working hard on eliminating negative thoughts and only keeping positive ones!!!!!!!!!
Happy Weekend!!!
<3!