08/14/2013

AHHHHHHHHHHH! Work is driving me freaking INSANE today. Some days I just can’t handle it! People are SO ANNOYING! THANK GOD I am not in customer service/retail anymore, but sometimes the office setting can be super stressful!!!!!!! Being around the same annoying ass people all day every day! UGH! I DO NOT need you sitting over my shoulder telling me how to write an e-mail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m not an idiot!!!!!!! /rant over

Anyway.

I went on my "date" with Tyler yesterday. We went to the park and talked for awhile, then went on a drive and went in this really old mall that only had like 3 stores still open and a movie theater. We played with some bouncy balls and played an arcade game, then he dropped me back off at my car. I found out he is 20! FUCKING 20 YEARS OLD! AHHHHHHHHH! Kill me. He asked me if that was a problem and I said NO but I mean COME ON! It kind of is. He also asked if he could see me again and I said yes…I shouldn’t have said that. I don’t know what I’ll do. He’s a nice guy and really cute but I don’t think I can date a 20 year old. He kissed me whenever I left him…if you could even really call it a kiss. More like a very small weird peck. But whatever.

Just made me wonder what it would be like to kiss Justin…which is horrible and bad. I should NOT be thinking these things and I should NOT like Justin. Fuck this is why being "one of the guys" sucks…what do you do when you end up crushing on another one of the guys?! =/ I seriously feel like I have a high school crush on this dude. I hope he gets ahold of me since I gave him my number and all but who knows.

I didn’t get any packing or anything done yesterday because I was off doing those weird random things with Tyler. Once I got home from that, I showered and crashed.

Tonight after work I am going straight to get my hair cut and eyebrows waxed so I doubt I get anything done tonight either. Then tomorrow I am hoping to go see the Daft Punk tribute show if I can find someone to go with. Meh.

Strangely I have not heard from Grace all week. I know I could message her, but why? She always messages me when she gets to work. But whatever. Who caressssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss…….not me right now.

I think my bad mood is back, but I need to do everything I can to make it stay away. I wish I could curl up with someone and watch Disney movies. =(

Happy Hump Day