06/26/2013

I don’t have much to write today…I feel like I say that a lot. =P

I think I am almost fully over my sinus infection…it feels nice to be able to breathe again and not be coughing every 5 minutes! =D

I’ve just been working hard on thinking positively and speaking positively.  It’s hard but I know I can do it.  I want to be happy with my life.  And I am the only one who can do that.

I haven’t talked to Brad hardly at all, but I’m working on being okay with that.  I knew this would happen.  I just need to stay strong and confident. It gets hard because I’m torn between moving on and waiting around for him.  I just keep telling myself that whatever is meant to happen will happen.

Tonight my friend Tim is coming over so we can finalize all of our plans for California.  Even though I’m broke beyond belief and maxed out on my credit cards I’ll work it out somehow…I can’t wait to be in CALI!!!!!!!!!!! 2 more weeks!!! =D

And I leave you with song lyrics that I can’t seem to get out of my head…it’s a song called "Clarity" by Zedd…kind of me and Brad’s "song" lol…I love it! <3

High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash ’cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks ’til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

‘Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes us forget all common sense
Don’t speak as I try to leave ’cause we both know what we’ll choose
If you pull then I’ll push too deep and I’ll fall right back to you

‘Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don’t know why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?

(Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey-ay-ay. Hey-ay, hey)

Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?
Why are you my clarity?
Why are you my remedy?

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?


 
 
Happy Hump Day!!!!!!!!!!! 
 
<3!