Bad day.

I didn’t get the job at the court that I applied for. It was pretty much a clerical job that was going to pay me $15-$17 an hour. The most I’ve ever made was $12.50 and I’m making $9 now. And I thought the interview went so well. ********** And today at work they told me I have to work a bunch of days by myself which means the early shift which means frustration of doing it by myself + no lunch break (aka no time to talk to Echo at all those days). ********** Garrett got hired on as customer service at my workplace and I was so excited to see him have a grown up job and stop partying and drinking every work night. But nope. He’s still doing it, and blaming being tired on the “long work days”. He says he’s gonna apply somewhere else which really annoys me because I recommended him for this job. However, if he does quit, I’m gonna ask if I can be customer service instead of dispatch. So I’m not sure what I want him to do. ********** I’ve just been so frustrated with work lately and I haven’t been able to talk to Echo in 4 days and I was so excited about that court job that I just want to cry. I have to keep reminding myself: Cutting solves nothing.