09/20/2013

I woke up on Wednesday at 4:30 AM. Feeling extreme nausea. My head pounded with pain and I had that feeling in my mouth of way too much saliva. The hours literally crawled by. Finally I puked and puked and to my horror I saw blood. Did I puke up blood? I realized I had a one sided nosebleed. And these days as a bonus the blood vessels on my face break and little red dots appear. Even yesterday I still felt crappy.

I had a stomach ache that wouldn’t go away and this weird pain right behind my sternum and in my stomach. It made it difficult to focus on things. and add that time of the month springing on me unexpectedly. It all adds up to feeling beyond crap. I was going to see "The Conjuring" but I’m not really up to that, tonight. I had to cancel my plans but rescheduled.

Then to add to the aforementioned torture my eccentric neighbour down the hall makes these horrendous noises. Yeah people should have the right to make noise in their own apartments. But when I am feeling sick and it is after midnight definitely not acceptable. He is nice enough in person, just kind of off in a way, that is hard to explain. Maybe he is venting off all traces of normality in his own space. he lets out these tortured moans that are either him getting off, or unleashing some other twisted sounds.

I was on the couch trying to sleep when I heard them. And it just went on & on. There are four apartments on each floor. His apartment is all the way at the end of the hall. But somehow my walk in pantry connects with something in his place. And keep in mind this is at almost one in the morning. So I walk over to the pantry and walk inside. Then say in this stern voice "I can hear you! There are people in this building who need to get up early so stop it." And indeed the noise did stop, coincidence, I don’t know.

Karl had a missed connections about him on the Kijiji site  I think that is the second or third one about him. He definitely stands out being 6 foot nine. We aren’t really together any more, yet we still are, Here is the ad.

 

 

"Uh. Excuse me, Miss! Ummm. Hey Sunshine!"

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Date Listed
15-Sep-13

 
 

 

 

 

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  I would like to hear from that gentleman who picked up my wallet and  bounced over to me like a child to give it back on Friday. 
 You are very tall, had a lean build and have dark brown hair, and brown eyes that had a lot of life in them. Possibly in your late 20’s or early 30’s. I love how you kind of have a dorky, but loveable personality and a hint of a smile when you talked. You seem like a really fun person.
  Then you walked into the store and hit your head on the doorway. I want to talk to you again!
 
 
I haven’t been exercising the last few days or walking. And yes I realize that sounds redundant. If I don’t go for a long walk though in my mind it isn’t exercise though. Someone made a cd for me, aww! At first I thought maybe it was a like you kind of cd, In reality it is a you don’t have this music so I will make you a cd, cd.
 
So today I was walking and these police officers were about to take a guy to the drunk tank, I think. The guy and one officer were to the left of me and two more officers standing to my right. So I didn’t know the proper protocol for walking by them. If I walked behind the one officer may think I was going to do something. So I walked in the middle on the sidewalk. The guy said to the officer. "i didn’t do anything." The officer said "In your condition you can’t go anywhere" or something like that.
 
Since my stomach illness I haven’t had the urge to eat much. I had half a muffin for breakfast, part of a cinnamon toast waffle, some carrots one of those crap for the health frozen entrees for lunch. And those are small so it was ok. Yesterday I had one and you would think a Howler Monkey was running around in my stomach. Odd noises indeed. My weight is still around 110 lbs. I realize that I drink and eat really slow compared to other people. I think I’m just not consuming as much food/drinks as them. So I savor what I do have. Not that I lack in how much I get to eat.

Weird to think that I was around 20-25 lbs heavier at this time last year. And Yeah I was still pretty small. Have you ever wondered if someone likes you or is laughing at you? When I was at cruise weekend earlier this summer I was standing by this Asian guy and a woman who I think was his wife. My apartment building is behind this restaurant "Go For Sushi." So ever since then this one guy is sitting out on the stoop when I get home from work. He always yells "Hi" at me. often there is a woman with him. So I think it may be the same man who I mentioned before. And if I walk by to go to the store even if he is inside he yells "Hi" as I go by. Sometimes it kind of sounds as though he is laughing at me. And no I’m not really worried, or upset. Just wonder if it is him