My Grandpa

Today is Valentines Day and I never actually invested a lot of time in it. But since 2 years ago it hasn’t ever been the same. Two years ago on Valentines Day my Grandpa died. It stings me more today than I think it did two years ago. I loved him so so much, I think everyone did. He taught me so much, and gave me and my sister so many amazing memories. I was planning a trip with my 2 month old to go and see him 2 years ago because he was in the hospital. He died about a week after I started planning the trip and he never met my daughter. I think that hurt me more than anything. I had also lost touch with him over the phone the last few years he was alive. He didn’t like talking on the phone all of the sudden and he would usually end up crying. But my Grandpa cried at everything 🙂 I miss him, and his advice and his jokes. I could write a novel full of the memories I have of him. We used to spend weeks with my grandparents in the summer and see them every holiday and go to their house most weekends of my childhood. We moved away when I was 12 from Texas to Canada and didn’t see them as much anymore. But my grandpa and grandma would fly out, sometimes for only 1 day just to see us. Even though their health was not great they still did it. So much love. i miss him everyday and miss him so much more today.

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