The short of it.

My stress levels are through the roof, and I’m worried about my marriage and my health. I want there to be a magic cure for my life, but there just isn’t. And my stress is serving to cripple me so I can’t seem to make even the most feeble efforts to right my world. I just want to chuck it all in and start new, but even that takes effort and planning (talking about chucking all my stuff in my house, not anything else lol).

I’m still so grateful for Ali, he’s amazing dealing with me and my stress. Even so, I’m worried about how much he will take. I’m not treating him as I should, and that has to take its toll.

sigh

steph

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March 11, 2011

Aww *hug* Are you able to find time to read your scriptures? I’m finding that really helps me. Even just an uplifting verse or two. And then praying like crazy also helps. 🙂 I hope you’ll be able to de-stress so you can live better!

March 11, 2011

Aww *hug* Are you able to find time to read your scriptures? I’m finding that really helps me. Even just an uplifting verse or two. And then praying like crazy also helps. 🙂 I hope you’ll be able to de-stress so you can live better!

March 14, 2011

i hate that feeling. *hugs*

March 14, 2011

i hate that feeling. *hugs*

March 15, 2011

I hope you start feeling brighter soon my love. You are a truly wonderful, creative and talented person. xxx

March 15, 2011

I hope you start feeling brighter soon my love. You are a truly wonderful, creative and talented person. xxx

March 16, 2011

I hope everything will be alright for you. Hugs! I completely know how you must feel. I agree with the first noter….take time to read something inspirational; have a cup of tea and an uplifting inspirational read.

March 16, 2011

I hope everything will be alright for you. Hugs! I completely know how you must feel. I agree with the first noter….take time to read something inspirational; have a cup of tea and an uplifting inspirational read.

“I’m worried about my marriage and my health” Just worry about the second part sweetie, I can assure you the first part is not a problem. Love you

“I’m worried about my marriage and my health” Just worry about the second part sweetie, I can assure you the first part is not a problem. Love you

March 24, 2011

I’ve downloaded and deleted my old diary love 🙂 This is my new one. *kiss

March 24, 2011

I’ve downloaded and deleted my old diary love 🙂 This is my new one. *kiss

July 30, 2011

I feel as if I could have written this entry. Though you use different words to me, they are to the same effects. *hugs* hun. I really here you on you this. One step at a time, make sure you get some time for you, even if it’s just over a cuppa. When you’re feeling overwhelmed like this, remember that the scales will tip and you’ll feel ‘up’ again in no time.

July 30, 2011

I feel as if I could have written this entry. Though you use different words to me, they are to the same effects. *hugs* hun. I really here you on you this. One step at a time, make sure you get some time for you, even if it’s just over a cuppa. When you’re feeling overwhelmed like this, remember that the scales will tip and you’ll feel ‘up’ again in no time.