why are you always on my mind??

Latley i have been thinking about and dreaming about trent all the time, an i really dont know why. I guess in a way he was my real first love. I really do miss him, i dont have a clue why tho cause he treated me like shit in the end, but overall he did treat me great an i do beleive that he did care for me. I dont know its all just kind of stupid, and it wont ever happen. I just have to deal with it.

Anyway i weighed myself today an i was so happy to see that i have lost, 5.3 kilos so far WOOT. I am going to attempt to go for an early morning walk tomorrow (hopefully no rain) we will see tho, if i wake early enough because by 8 am it is scorching here. Way to hot.

anyway dont have anything else to write really so i will leave it at that 🙂