When is this bullshit going to stop ??

I am so tired of all the drama in my life, i am soo damn sick of everything in my life revolving around Kris. This bloke who likes me (a friend of kris family) and because i am not intrested in him in anyway he has gone an told kris where i live !! This guy is 31 an he needs to grow the fuck up, he has pretty much gone an put my daughters life in danger all because i dont want to be with him or even like him in the slightest, he has pretty much put my whole familys saftey in jepoardy !  Is it to much to ask just to be free ? I dont want to hide anymore i dont want to worry anymore i just want to live without worrying about what kris thinks (i really dont) but whenever something happens in my life people say ohhh kris is going to go off if he finds out !! who gives a flyin fuck i really couldnt give a shit !!! and everytime i say no to kris ohh why did u do that ? we are going to have to deal with him at home, well he is ur bro/ son. Not my fucken problem. I am the innocent one in this i shouldnt have to do everything to keep him happy. I really think the only way i am going to be free is if i move. I am sick of changing my phone number i am sick of everything. I think i need to see someone i am just such an angry an bitter person, i just want to be happy and left to live my life.

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February 15, 2010

It sounds like your having a really hard time. I appreciated your note on my dairy. My mom got away from an abusive husband (my father) its very very hard to do. My thoughts are with you.