02/14/2010

Everyone i know seems to be getting married, all these friends from school an my teenage years are all married, its quite depressing that i have no one lol  I dont know i have never really thought about it much but i would just love to have someone an be in a secure relationship, one day i guess, i just dont think i am really ready for anything. I need to love myself before anyone can love me. I have to get my life together an get a career before i can even think about another relationship.

This weekend we had 4 girls here , they are doing there gap year in Austrailia working with my Mum 3 from england 1 from scotland, So i took them around the town, It was great getting to know people from overseas, they are all very lovely girls. They want to come an stay next weekend and have a girls night out which sounds great an well needed i think lol.

I am so proud of myself with this weight lost. So far i have lost about 4.5 kilos in 2 weeks which is great, i have a long way to go but i am happy with that so far. It is so hard tho being a chocaholic an not having any sweets what so ever very challenging and also no coke which i was very much addicted to i use to drink at least 6 Liters a day, I know horrible ey lol.

Thats it for now xxx