Reality

Hes not coming back an it hurts. I am soo depressed i have never ever actually felt like this before.I seen trent the other day an we were both walkin towards eachother an starin he looked really scared that i was going to talk to him he looked like he was going to turn an run i wish i did go an talk to him cause now i hate myself for not doing that but at the same time im hopin hes thinking i dont want him back so im not goin to email him or txt him or try an call him.

I really just feel so lost without him.