Weekend.
I didnt really do much. Friday night i stayed at mum and dads new place. Its a really nice place. Its only small tho its a 2 bedroom unit. It would be big enough for me an Novalee lol. So yea i stayed out there me an mum just sat an watched tv until dad finnished work then yea we went to bed lol Nothing exciting. Novalee was so excited to be there power crawling an making a panting noise lol was soo cute. We were playing peekaboo an she spat in my face lol haha. Shes a crazy child when she wants to be.
Saturday morning got up got dressed an everything so mum could take me grocery shopping. When we got to the shopping centre there were cops in the car park an they had this guy in hand cuffs. He was Samoan (if thats how u spell it) an he was yelling out its cause im black , its cause im black. Personally i dont class Samoans as black. Anyway when they were getting the guy in his car the his gf started hitting into the cop. The guy started screaming hes bashing my gf. Witnesses Witnesses lol. Then the cop pepper sprayed the chick lol. It was pretty funny. I hate it how people think there race has anything to do with being arrested. Its cause im black…..such a stupid thing to say. Do white people go around saying its cause im white ?? Seriously. Its such a cop out!! Anyway we did our shopping an then came home. Kris mum rang soon after i got home an asked would it be alright if she came over an seen Novalee. I said yea thats fine ill be home all day.
She ended up coming around lunch time. Stayed for a bit an then we decided id go to her house for a bit soo the other kids cause see Novalee an i could see the rest of the family. It was good. The kids were so excited to see her. Aww it was soo cute. Novalee was excited aswell. We had lunch an everything an i stayed for a while then Ann bought me home. She was telling me she hadnt seen Kris is 3 weeks since she kicked him out for watching porn in her house. Dirty Bastard. LOL. I said id come round an if the kids let it slip to Kris that i had been there well they do i cant hide forever. But i didnt want them to tell him that i was here. If he found out he found out.
Yesterday at like 1 i got a call from Alison. Kris wants to see Novalee. I was soo fucken angry. Isnt it a bit of a coinsidence that he turns up the next day after they havent layed eyes on him in 3 weeks ?? She said do you want to come over ? I said no not really. I ended up going an i was soo angry about it cause i know they have rang him an told him im back or whatever. Just a feeling i have. I was ok with going cause its for Novalee but was just mad at the fact that he knew soo soon. Pisses me off. Maybe im over reacting. But anyway the told him straight its Novalee he is seeing not me. Me an him are over there is nothing there an ive made that clear. Soo yea we didnt talk the whole time i was there i just sat in the lounge an wacthed tv. I only stayed for an hour cause mum was coming round a bit later an i didnt want her to find out that i went there an Kris seen Novalee. Anyway when we were leaving i noticed kris taken her around to everyone an letting them say goodbye an he said to Novalee say ill see you next sunday. NO fucken way. Im not going there every sunday anymore. Reasons being
- Its to much hassel for them to get me there an drop me home.
- Im not putting up with his bullshit anymore.( it will only be a few weeks before he starts treating me like total crap all over again)
- I just dont want to an He doesnt deserve to see her.
Do you think im being selfish ? He does nothing for her at all yet he expects me to drop everything so he can see her. No way. Not happening. Arrrgggh he makes me so angry i could seriously ………lol.
Anyways that was my exciting weekend. Oh for christmas Ann bought Novalee a toy an the cutest little outfit. An for me she said she would help pay for my driving lessons. How cool is that ?? So tomorrow im going to go attempt to get my learners lol . Fingers crossed.
I was soo stupid an texted harry the other day. He didnt text back didnt really expect him to tho. Oh well his loss haha . I thought we were good mates tho but whatever. Im not really botherd anymore. I met this guy online, he moved here from the UK a few years ago but just recently moved to cairns. He seems really nice. So we might go on a date soon. See how it goes. Im not really intrested in men at the moment. Even tho i miss being in a relationship im happy doing what im doing.
Thats all for now i should go get Novalee something to eat since shes whinging at me lol .
Love Bek….
Ill have pics in next entry