I feel crappy!!

Some days im just soo happy and other days i just feel soo lonely!! Yesterday was one of them days. I did absolutly nothing an just felt so shitty about it! I dont know why. Does anyone else have them days where you just want to lay in bed and cry ? I seriously shouldnt feel like this. I have no reason to feel like this. I have everything that i have ever wanted well pretty much anyway. I have the most beautiful baby girl and she makes me happy soo happy but yea i still have them  crappy days. But anyway i will survive it.

I went shopping on Thursday night that was alright. Got my lip repeirced and it hurts lol. My friend Ammi got hers done aswell which is awesome on the same side. Woohoo Sisters !! Lol but yea it looks hot lol !!I was talking to this guy i know an yea we were just talking about not much and hes says do you know Manic died. Manic was a mutal mate of mine an Kris’s and yea well anyway he died 3 weeks ago. Kris went to his funeral and everything and forgot to mention to me that he died. What a thing to forget to mention to someone he was my friend aswell. I actually introduced kris to him. But anyway its soo sad He was only 30 and died of a heartattack . Soo sad !!

Today i might be going to a mates i havent seen her in ages. Should be good to catch up. My parents went away this weekend to my brothers. They wont be back tell later tonight so yea ! As much as i want to move out and live on my own i think id get soo lonely lol . Even tho id have Novalee there to keep me busy i think id still get lonely lol .

Mhmm anyway novalee is crying well not crying just whinging to get picked up lol She is soo spoilt !

Love Bekki