I should follow Beck like he was the Dead

the trees are fake, the air is dead
the birds are stuffed with poison lead
and the ground is much too clean

Man I was sittin here staring at the glass of urine I keep to ward off the evil spirits that are conspirin against me and I begin thinking, dont drink the urine, dont drink the urine, dont drink the urine, next thing I know, damned if Im not drinkin that urine Lifes funny sometimes

“The evening began at the getlemens club where we were discussing Wittgenstein over a game of backgamon.”

“Mr. Simpson its a felony to lie to the FBI.”

“We were sittin in Barney’s car eating packets of mustard, happy?”

I actually started readin wittgenstein tonight.
Wittgenstein on a friday night?

Yea thats right wanna fight about it. He only wrote one book but what an amazin book. From what I understand when he wrote it people just did not understand it and thought he was crazy. Now people argue he wrote the most influential philosophy book of the 20th century.

Misunderstood and called nutty and then later when people catch up to his thinkin hes called a genius. Whos that remind you of. Yea me. Like Jesus. Im like Jesus. And Im not sure what Wittgenstein looked look but I bet I look better than him.

See on the other hand maybe I wont be misunderstood cause after I give some speech people will be like, Yea I dont know what he was sayin but damn, hey he looked good sayin it.

and i realized that night
that the hall light
which seemed so bright when you turned it on
is nothing
compared to the dawn
which is nothing
compared to the light
which seeps from me while you’re sleeping
beautiful and grotesque
resting cacooned in my room
that night we got kicked out of two bars
and laughed our way home
and i held you there thinking
i would offer you my pulse
i would give you my breath
i would offer you my pulse
i would give you my breath

And thats it I guess. Go away now.

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wow, I liked this entry…

You’re fun to read.

Yer my hero Anndy…yer so neat! er, sorry bout the other day, muh mom went physco and I got offline then I fell asleep…haha, cause Im a loser! er, talk to you later

October 5, 2003

man, i love you. see, people usually understand me sort of well. maybe that’s the problem. or maybe i’m just too much a hottie. yeah, that’s it.