Anyone got a cigarette?

Can I just point out that I haven’t smoked today. It’s 6pm. I really need to but I’ve chosen not to. Man, it almost hurts and I’m having to hide in my room because every little thing anyone does irritates the heck out of me. Recently I’ve had a few days where I have chosen not to smoke all day. It’s hard but I’m going to start to cut down sometime soon and this is kinda helping me to see how much determination I have in regards to smoking. I am having to keep my hands buying all day though which mainly involves eating and typing. I’ve been trying not to make entries here so as not to just talk about cigarettes and not to makje pointless entries. *drums fingers* what to do now?

Lauren. x