I just want to go home

It’s late and I should be asleep. I slept through my first lecture this morning so I know I need sleep.I have to be up at 8 and it’s 2.05am. I just can’t. I can’t sleep. It’s my birthday Thursday and all evening the words “I don’t want to spend my birthday with people I don’t know” keep going through my head. I don’t know the people here. I don’t belong here. I want to be at home on my birthday. I want to see my parents, my brother, my dog. I want to sleep in my own bed with my own things around me. I want to go out for drinks with mmy friends. I want to be with the people that I know love me. I don’t have people here. I just…want to be at home. I’m laying in bed crying. I just want to go home.