Destiny is a matter of choice

You know how your eyes feel like they are watering when you are tired? well thats how i feel. im not tired though. i got loadsa sleep last night for once. but my body kinda aches a little.

i  have so much revision to do tonight. i have my 4 lovely exams tomorrow. this sucks.

i’ve been distracting myself. but i really need to get on with it

i’ve been feeling unusually calm today. i havent felt this way for a long time. i strangely also do not have a greater desire to cut. which is good, i guess. while im feeling this way im trying my best not to.

you know what? I don’t feel like making an entry.

Henry seems off with me today. Maybe it’s just because he’s tired.

oh last night i went to a chinese restaurant and my fortune cookie said "destiny is not a matter of chance. it is a matter of choice."

Lauren.